Sitting here, hanging out at Morgen's while she's on her way home from work. It was a good night with Riley. Up til now, another uneventful day. But that's to be expected. No job yet, and I've decided that after Kevin and I get back from California is gonna be the best time to look. If I find one now, how am I to tell them that I'll need four days off in September? They'd be crazy to be ok with it. The trip IS coming up pretty quickly. I've only gotten to talk to Sara about it for a few minutes, which sucks. When its like a week out, I'll harass her until I get somethin set about hanging out.

There have been some interesting questions posed in Ask Me Anything. I just replied to one asking If you had to stay one age forever, what age would you pick and why? I answered 20. Two years ago (and a couple of months if were getting specific), my life was so easy. So problem free. I had the sweet cushy job of working at Albertsons Express, I had Candice, and an exhausting social calendar. Hanging with Bert, Nick and Brandon was almost daily. Admittedly, I was drinking too much, and cocaine was all too readily available, but that's besides the point.

Today. I Slept. A long, long time. I need to stop doing that. Tomorrow I'm gonna take Kyle for his first part of the GED testing. He's doing it in 2 separate steps. Hey, as long as he gets it done. Last night Morgen was telling me her back was hurting. Not sure what I could do about it, I told her I'm sorry I can't help and I hope it goes away. Well at 3am, the pain had gotten so bad that she couldn't do much of anything. She decided to call 911. An ambulance came and took her to the hospital, with Riley in tow since I hadn't woken up to her phone call. They let her go three hours later, not having been able to do anything for her either. Knowing that didn't make me feel any better. If there were something wrong with Riley or the twins, I'd have slept right through it. ugh.

This weekend Kevin and I are gonna go to Ikea looking for stuff to hang on the walls art-wise. I'd mentioned it weeks ago, but we never followed through with it. Then Saturday night at 5 we got a Diamondbacks game to go to. I'm stoked. We missed the last one while I was in the hospital with Morgen. Tomorrow, in addition to taking Kyle: hanging out with Riley while Morgen is at work, and then possibly bar with Bert.

I just got up from the couch and moved to the chair to do this post. The very same couch where my ass has been planted for almost all of today. Doing almost nothing: I played Farmville on Facebook, read and responded to a ton of Ask Me Anything posts, checked stuff out on IMDb, and near nothing else. Possibly the laziest, most uneventful day in recent memory. In my defense, I don't feel up to 100% health. Whatever Taylor and Kaitlin are sick with, I think Kevin and I caught. In staying with lazy, we got pizza and wings for dinner. Two pieces and countless wings later, I was pretty full. That's on top of the endless snacking I did throughout the day. Never have I ever felt so gluttoness. Well I'm sure I have but, again, not in recent memory. Having spent my day this way, it goes without saying that I didn't see Riley. He isn't feeling any better, so Morgen says. In fact, he has three times woken crying this evening, with the same runny nose that has plagued him for days. If it happens again, she wants to take him to the emergency room to see if something more serious isn't wrong.

Tomorrow I gotta get up and drive Kevin to work. I'm gonna use his car to take Kyle to register for taking the GED, which I must say it's about time. I also intend to use his car to go see Riley. Which Kevin knows about, for some reason that came off all secret-like.

Sittin around the apartment. Kate and Taylor are over. Er not right now. Kevin and Katie love Avatar and went to get one of the games for Wii from Target or something. Riley has strep. This is known because Morgen took him to see a doctor yesterday. Sadly, she couldn't get a prescription for him to get meds because somehow she has state appointed health insurance but he doesn't. Wtf you might ask yourself? Right. Bert is off in South Dakota. And harassed Kevin over the phone because of some b.s. about us not getting Mike to hang out. But as far as I'm aware we are...? Eh. Today Kevin and I picked our trip to California stuff. Got a pretty sweet deal on it too. This time next month, I'll be packing.

This is probably the fourth time today I've listened to this song. I got it free on iTunes. I hit up the iTunes store every Tuesday for new free shit. I love it. Today I didn't do much other than hang out with Riley. Drove Kevin to work, left Morgen's when she got home from work, picked Kevin up from work, dropped him at the apartment, and went back to Morgen's. That was my 5-6:30 timeline from this evening. Riley isn't feelin well, I hope we can get him in to see his doctor soon. His nose won't stop running! Kevin is trying to plan a trip for his week off next month. Disneyland. Were both adults. Had to give him shit for that. My reservations were going there without Riley. His defense? "Disneyland isn't going anywhere. It's not like you can only go there ONCE!" That's true. The twins are doing alright I do believe. One of them is a boy. I know this for sure because of the health scare Morgen had over the weekend. They did an ultrasound to make sure their heartbeats weren't irregular. It had just so happened that one of the twins was spread eagle and showing his all. The other twin? Not so much. We'll have to wait a week and a half to find out the sex. Tonight Kevin and I got Jack In The Box, watched an episode of Law & Order: Special Victims Unit (Kevin's favorite, he wants to bone Stabler), and now were headed out. Trent, who I could swear I'd met before Bert introduced us, is shippin off to be in the Army. Tonight is like his last night in town so he invited probably everyone he knows to go up to Barwinkles. Speaking of drinking, I think I've gotten a whole lot better. I still think 'Empty Glasses' by Scary Kids Scaring Kids is like my alcoholic anthem though. True that.

I've been terrible at updating. I'll make a better post later today. Farmville took up pretty much my entire day. Which is sad. I need to find a job.

Last night, I drank a number of Bud Ice bottles. And got drunk really quick. It happened outta nowhere. Today, the most eventful things to happen: hanging out with Riley, a haircut, and then almost nothing. I'm going brain dead from being so complacent with Facebooks Farmville. It's sadly addicting. Tonight? We have done next to nothing. The girls are over and only Kate and Kevin are playing Wii. Taylor was messin around on Myspace, I was doing everything but paying attention to them playing. Bert wasn't the nicest about hanging out with her at RTO Sullivans. Don't know if were going to meet up with her or not. Tomorrow: more hang out with Riley. Baseball game. Who knows what after? I'm not looking for the most exciting thing in the world tonight, but something to do after taking the girls home would be enjoyable. We'll see.

I hate this sickness. This inability to go to bed at a normal time. I was doing fine for a couple of days. But here, I'm back again. Posting on Livejournal at 2:30 in the morning. I'll make it end. It's got to. I can't keep doing this to myself. Waking up at noonish is no good. It certainly doesn't help my job hunt. Which will be helped by Kevin getting the CR-V back tomorrow. He trusts me to drive it. Hopefully the accident won't affect the way she drives. I forget the name Kevin and I gave his car.

I just realized that earlier, in clipping my fingernails, I did only three of ten. That's starting to annoy me. I'll have to go back and get the rest before I try to hit the hay. Another hang out opportunity with Riley was missed today. Long story short= I let getting upset over petty shit get in the way of spending time with my son. I hate myself for that. We got some Wing Stop and started Watchmen tonight. Kevin was asleep before the first hour of the movie had passed. I don't blame him. Its not exactly a movie that grabs you and doesn't let you go. Alas, I was neither disappointed nor impressed with it. Same can probably be said for a quick review of G.I. Joe: Rise Of Cobra. It was good in the sense that you gotta walk in knowing its a movie, based on a cartoon, that itself was based on a toy. Lots of "That couldn't happen in real life" moments, but if you're thinkin that while watching it, read the last sentence before this one.

My thoughts are jumbled. My hand isn't exactly steady. Some phone taken shit photography will show you, the reader, what tattoos I got this past weekend. Better ones will come soon. ( Don't hate me for the hearts. )
More thoughts are bound to spill out. Maybe even later "today". I say it that way because a good friend once instilled in me this: "The day isn't over until you've gone to sleep". I think I'll do that shortly.

Nick and Kevin went to bed. I don't feel the desire to do so yet. I wanna know what it feels like to have jumper cables attached to my persons, and have the other end attached to an engine that is being revved. I think I need that right now.

This is a few weeks old, I forgot to post it. I think it's beautiful.


I miss the wind.

No G.I. Joe today. To tell the story about today in detail, I'd need more time than I have now. Tomorrow? Tattoos. Prossibly. From someone other than Johnny Knuckles, which will be a first. I'll make a real update tomorrow. I don't know what were doing tonight but it better be something. Prepare for some bullshit tomorrow. In the post. Not the day. The day I'm actually pretty excited about. Even if it is a bartenders wedding.

Another day full of nothing. Wii Sports Resort and Yes Man with Nick. I really liked that movie. Too bad not everyone has the freedom to do the things he does in that movie. It did make Nick say he wanted to go to Nebraska. I told him it sucks. He says everyone says that. My stomach is still not back to how it should be. Morgen didn't want me around Riley until I'm better. I miss my son. It's been all of Wednesday and Thursday since I've seen him. In addition to getting to see him tomorrow (regardless of how my insides feel), I think were going to see G.I. Joe. It should be an interesting day. Hopefully I'm not disappointed. I'll let you know how it goes.

I did completely nothing today. Wii and internet. That's what my day consisted of. I feel ridiculously lethargic because of. Not having a job is really becoming a burden. I hate that Kevin has no help from me on anything. And now? I'm watching cripples fight on South Park. Ugh.

Of all the songs and artists for Pandora to pick, it picks him? Granted, I LOVE Jack Johnson, but I was hoping to be listening to something new as I posted this. I made Kevin go to bed without me so I could make a post. I've slipped up on the daily posting. Katie's birthday was pretty sweet. Lots of video game playing, which is what she loves. Riley ate a piece of a brownie, which did not make Morgen happy. Eh no biggie. He's fine. Lately though his sleep schedule is off, hm. Nothing to do with the brownie I'm sure. Since the last post, we've hung out with my cousin Donnie twice. Not bad, he's prone to talking constantly though. Like, I love a good conversation, but he never stops stating his opinion. When do I get to share? Still, any company while out is awesome. Kevin and I went out without anyone last week, which wasn't terrible. But still I feel like going to a bar is more than a two person event. Isn't it?

Tomorrow is Morgen's second planned doctors appointment. I say planned because there was the scare two weeks ago when she wanted to go in and make sure the twins were alright. I gotta be up in about six hours. We'll see how tomorrow plays out. I'm interested to see. Aside from not having a job, which is a huge burden on those around me, every day is something else.

"I'm everything that you made me, so now I'm nothing at all. Did you think that you could break me?...Some day you'll find your place in time. One day you'll realize."~The Devlins 'Someday'

"Take a deep breath. Make it count."
Kaitlins birthday tomorrow. Barwinkles tonight? I'm on a Bond kick. Watching the movies and special features. Reading about anything Bond online. I can't wait for the 23rd to come out. They're saying 2011! I have to wait THAT long!? Shaun said it took Quantum to make him a believer in Daniel Craig. Not me. I knew as soon as I saw the trailer. I want a tattoo. I talked to Kevin about maybe going on his day off. We'll see. One might say that meaningless updates such as this are pointless to post. I think not. I like that I've gotten in the habit of posting almost daily again. Not that anyone on my friends list does. I need more LJ friends!

Its not me your dying for?

Again. Should be asleep. Most especially since I've been drinking. And I'm tired. I need to fix my sleep schedule. Went to IHoP with Kevin, ate too much. It's been so long since I've been there. Nothing super fantastic amazing happened today, but it wasn't a bad day by any means. Unless you take into account I didn't job hunt. Which I should have. Kevin doesn't want me doing handy work for Sarah. Fine, alright. I understand. I think. Ugh. I need to fix this shit. I'm tired of waking up not feeling like Corey. Where the fuck do I go in the moments after my eyes open? Can I go there all the time?


I was tired of Life

to me( hey, how're you feeling?
in reply) like i wake up as someone else.
(thats deep as fuck.
)i don't always enjoy it.

That's how I woke up this morning. What the hell is going on with me? I'll have to figure it out later. I gotta get ready to go hang out with Riley. Tonight were doing IHOP. I haven't been in years.

I really really really shouldn't be awake right now. I probably could have easily fallen asleep a good bit earlier. Probably didn't because of watching Weeds. Season two looks to be promising. Watched Babel earlier. It was pretty good, I didn't like the ending though. Once again I'm entranced with Pandora and it's wonderful choices. Did a stupid Myspace survey, looked a few things up on Wikipedia. I could have been job hunting. That's what I'll do tomorrow during the day. I'll be watching Riley again tomorrow night. But not Wednesday. I'm babbling. This Saturday is Kaitlins birthday. She'll be 14. Everyone thought she was already. Few knew they were wrong before I told them. I wanna see The Brothers Bloom. Kevin and I have kinda fallen into a trend of seeing a movie once a weekend. This weekend it'll be Funny People. Next? Hopefully G.I. Joe: Rise Of Cobra. What can I say? I want to see Joseph Gordon Levitt as Cobra Commander. Jesus. It'll be 4a.m. before I even attempt to sleep. What the fuck is wrong with me.

I really should've gone to bed at least an hour ago. I love Pandora.com and its genius in finding something new to listen to. Deleted old e-mails, touched up my Photobucket, tweaked my user info on here a bit. All the while with a great soundtrack for a night riddled with insomnia. But now I'm going to try and sleep. Tomorrow I may or may not make a better update. I think I'm getting better with updating and not just reading the communities. Morgen thinks the twins might both be boys, based on a dream. Lets see what this week holds.

+(500)Days of Summer is a fantastic movie.
+Weeds is an amazingly entertaining show.
-Always got to have a negative. This one is for sleeplessness.

I will let you down. I will make you hurt.

One of the best covers ever. Hung out with Riley, and consequently Morgen (thank you Kevin), for a good chunk of the day. Got to get better acquainted with Morgens aunt Mari. Who is about as sane as the rest of that side of the family. Riley has been a little ill for the past couple of days. Yesterday his fever hit 104.9! Still not back on his game, he was as fussy as all get out today. Didn't want to nap, eat, or any of the other things he usually looooooooves. Put him to bed, talked a little to Morgens stomach and