I'll do a real entry tomorrow. I got hella distracted today.

One
Does anyone completely understand you?
no one does. not even myself.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
i wasn't in bed til about 4.

When was your last kiss?
either last night er this morning.

Are you a happy person?
more often then not. ish.

What are you stressed about?
everything you could stress about. all the time.

What's on your mind?
whether i was THAT good er THAT drunk at singing last night.

Where is your biological father right now?
at work. my parents were gonna skip work but remembered kids were home.

Have you ever felt like you were "falling apart"?
every minute that i breath.

Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?
physically? emotionally? then yes and yes.

Have you ever felt like nothing would ever get better?
depressions a slippery slope. i've been sliding for awhile now.

When you're upset and hurting, do you run to friends/​drugs/​alcohol?​
friends and alcohol. it's a disease.

Do you miss anyone?
sometimes i do. sometimes i just cant care enough to.

How often do you find yourself giving someone the middle finger?
i dont ever really. i think its a dead expression. my dad gave it to me which was funny.

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
no, i make others feel awkward. you know how many ppl have seen me naked?

How's your life?
not what i'd expected it to be.

If your ex said they hate you, you'd say?
she has. a few of them have actually. then we became friends.

Have you ever shared a blanket with someone?
many many many times. sexual or not. many times.

Have you seen the movie Thirteen?
yep. and didnt want it happenin to my lil sisters hah.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/​girlfriend drinks?
i actually kinda prefer they do. but not to excess like i do.

Does anyone have feelings for you?
sadly, yes.

Do you have a best friend?
yes. i do. i love him.

Where is your phone?
on the mousepad to absorb the earthquake it vibrates when it goes off.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
last night? kevins. the night before? morgens.

Does anyone call you by your last name?
its happened, yes. not frequently.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
monday. little dude. there was fistacuffs afoot.

Has someone put their arm around you in the last five days?
yep. a few people.

How many windows are open on your computer?
one internet two itunes.

Where will you be in two hours?
probably still sitting here. not a whole lot planned for the day after mah b day.

Where were you at 9 a.m.?
passsed the hell out.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
a cup of water?

When was the last time you flew in an airplane?
hm. wow. 2006. to chicago.

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
san diego for sure. other places were thought, also, we'll see.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
in person? bert. on the phone? trashley. through text? bert trashley and morgen.

What were you doing at 7 am?
sleepin off the celebration of my 22nd birthday.

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
at my parents? well aside from the other two who live in the room, i think durt or kevin.

It's 4 in the morning and your phone rings, what do you do?
say hey were still hangin, whatr you doin?

How is your heart lately?
it hasnt improved much. its still pretty bad.

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
no. i think it'd be a fuckin miracle. hah i told morgen i'd have carried riley for her if i could have.

What makes you happy at this moment?
tim kasher in all his musical ventures. all two of em.

Do you hate being alone?
i am right now. ish. fuck.

What are you wearing right now?
flops, plaid boxers, plaid shorts. no shirt. door open. its nice today.

Do you have a good chance to be with the person you like?
yes. too good a chance.

Do you believe in a thing called love?
yes i do. its fuckin hell.

How do you feel about rainy days?
love em. they remind me of renewal.

If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?
to a few people, itd be "hello".

Your stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it?
music lyrics so in my head i can hear the music.

Your theme song is called?
dont have one. too many songs fit my everyday actions and occurences.

If your life was a movie, what category would it be in? (Horror, Romance)
drama/comedy. depending on which period of my life the film focuses on.

Something you wish to accomplish before the end of the year:
hold a steady job?

How much does it take to make you laugh?
im very broad with what i find humorous. theres always somethin funny.

Which is worse: 15 pounds underweight or overweight?
depends on the person i think?

Do you like eating icecream out of the carton?
eh. havent had ice cream in awhile.

Do you find it gross to share drinks with family or friends?
i share with everyone. and sometimes make them share with me. i dont see the big deal. unless your sick. gnar.

Does the world revolve around you?
no, thankfully. im just a peon.

Is everyone equally important to the world?
i believe so yes.

If the world comes to an end, how do you think it will go?
how what will go exactly? the ending of the world or how the people will take it?

Why are you at home right now?
i'm not, im at kevins.

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
uh huh.

How are you feeling right now?
shower then smoke time.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i know a couple are.

Do you believe in perfect?
nope. besides, perfection is boring.

Are you a jealous person?
its rare but its there.

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
ah man. i wanna cigarette and brush mah teeth.

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
it has its moments.

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What has your day consisted of so far?
woke up. texted. smoked. ran laundry. too much time here. texting. shower. eating then smoking again.

When is the last time you held a baseball bat in your hand?
its been awhile.

Who was the newer car in the driveway?
there'r quite a few cars here at kevins apartment that might be the newest. at my parents house, its heather.

What does the shirt you're wearing look like?
black undershirt, white striped button-up on top

What did you wake up to this morning?
an empty apartment.

What is the movie you watch that involved people dying?
Mirrors. ppl were dyin in some fucked up ways.

What was the last text you remember getting before you went to sleep?
either 'hum' or 'wait what i dont understand what that text said'.

Who are the first three contacts in your phone book?
1] ali hart
2] alyna
3] alyssa

Have you ever seen the movie Pineapple Express?
yes i have. not as funny as i'd hoped.

What happened yesterday?
it was my birthday. riley/ moe hangout. dinner with parents. bar with kevin bert and mike.

How long has it been since you turned 21?
366 days ago.

Who did you last wish happy birthday to?
kevin. who has the same birthday as me.

And how old did this person turn?
21

Are you usually a passive person?
sometimes. im probably more of a fire starter.

Do you know what the Ides of March is?
the 15th of march, when they killed caesar. trashley was right. i knew that from sophmore year of h.s.

Did you fall asleep before you could turn off your TV?
it wasnt on i dont think. er kevins wasnt.


Will you wear any clothing that's really for the opposite sex?
pants. chick pants are the shit. i love em.

What 2 things do you have on 99% of the time?
underwear. usually plaid. and gauges.

Who is the 3rd, 7th, and 16th person in your phone?
3rd] alyssa
7th] big o
16th] dana neal

Would you rather give or receive a foot massage?
probably give. my feet aint the prettiest.

Where was your last taxi ride to?
never been in one i dont think

What zodiac sign are you?
pisces all the way bitches.

Pop the collar or leave it turned down?
down. unless popped looks acceptable. which it usually doesnt.

If you suddenly found $250,000 dollars, what would you do with it?
get my licence and candace back.

Who was the last person you hugged?
probably bert on her way out last night.

What nickname are you called most often?
cor.

Have you quoted any movies recently?
i like you man but your crazy.

Who was the last person you remember IMing?
trashley. right now.

If you turned on you iPod, do you know what would start playing?
i dunno. someone from my house fucking stole it.

Do you use the cap lock key or shift key to make capital letters?
shift usually.

When was the last time you set foot in the ocean?
june.

When was the last time you yelled at someone?
yesterday. if not. monday.

What is the rule about a lucky cigarette?
you don't let anyone smoke your lucky.

Do you even do that or know what it is?
i used to do it yes.

When is the last time you got a smoothie?
a long long time ago.

Is there any ice tea in your house?
kevin likes the raspberry brisk. does that count? wait i dont live here.

Do you pick at your nails?
pick, bite. yep.

Where are you going for dinner tonight?
probably kevins fridge.

Any upcoming tattoos you have plans to get?
my riley tattoo. rene magrittes painting of a giraffe.

What have you been listening to in the past 30 minutes?
ben folds. a lot of his stuff. i love him.