As horribly awkward as this might sound, I think keeping this LJ going in some form or other has been a great part of the past almost 10yrs. Some great things have come from it. Some great things were lost because of it. But I can always look back at shit that could have long been forgotten. When you've got a memory like mine, you wonder how you ever survive the mornings.
fucking a I need something I once had and I can never get it back. LJ reminded me of that, too. Pain isn't weakness leaving the body. Pain is what makes us feel alive sometimes.
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