So not so much a false alarm, more of false hope last night. Morgen thought maybe. Yeah she's only 37 weeks but for some pregnancies, that's far enough, right? Last night was Durts' "Going Away Party". Yes, he's only going to the other side of the PHX but still, I don't see a reasonable, plausible way to see him between when he goes home, and when he ships off. Drank too much, again. I know, if your never met me and only see whats written here, I probably seem like an unyeilding alcoholic. Not true. That's what i used to be. This weekend was just a rarity. Today was definitely Senses Fail day on the iPod. I'm still pretty serious about getting Follow Your Bliss tattooed somewhere on me. I tore my pants this morning, ducked out of work to get some BK and had a 'picnic' with Mo watchin The Office. I love that damn show. This entry seems really forced. ugh. Tonight, pizza, then home for a movie and some cuddle action goin on. Tomorrow, I hope I'm more productive at work then i was today, guh i was lazy.

i meant to update yesterday but didnt find the time. tuesday night after my alcohol abuse class, i got home and asked morgen what we'd be doing for the night. she said she didnt feel so well so she called the triage nurse, who reccomended we go to the hospital. so around 10pm we were put in a room where they were monitoring rileys heartbeat and running blood tests. and watching jerry springer. which was almost an event in itself. anyway, a highlight was when the nurse tried offering her a percocet. morgen looked her in the eye and said 'hey, i don't do pills, thanks.' haha. oh i cannot wait til he's born. the whole ride to the hospital i was hoping that they'd induce her or something. when we drove home, (everything was ok), morgen asked me if i wanted her to buy me a beer (didnt get the stimulus til last night @midnight). as sweet as that was, i looked and it was 1:58am. there wouldve been no time. meh.
my day off inlcuded getting new tires on candice, finding a great dive bar, cleaning the apartment, and grocery shopping. then around 9 jyle and natasha came over for dinner. turkey tacos. they were splendid.
tonight, i have to accompany morgen to make an appearance at nick+lindas apartment, their having a passion party. ugh. lame. oh yeah, durt leaves tuesday for chandler, where he'll spend the rest of his days until the 3rd when he gets shipped off. fuck. no other words. just fuck.