kevin lundstrom is a whiny bitch. we used to date, and then i realized how incredibly frustrating of a person he was to be around. then we met every now and again, my call, for some friskin around. now that he's left to UofA for college, i see i cant stand him anymore. at all. this is what happens...

( this shit is bananas )
spent the night in last night, it wasnt bad. except for our shit dvd player not wanting to show the second half of Garden State. tonight grants coming to clean our carpets (ugh that damn dog). and then movie night at jyles probably. i need to calm down.

ever wonder if its all for you?

last night was great. wow. all good thingsare worth waiting for.

no, it means you'll walk backwards through the room.

so i went on a semi-sorta date with kevin last night. and loved it. he's SO cute. not just physically. i genuinely like him. it's weird. since the 'divorce' finalized between morgen and i, im pretty ok with bein out and about how i feel. i'm gonna try to hang out with him tomorrow. i wanted to reach to hold his hand SO bad. but...for some reason didn't. i guess i didn't want to scare him away.