So even though broken up, Morgen is nice enough to send me pictures of our son Riley randomly. He could literally be chopping someone up Saw-style and still be fuckin adorable. I'd intended on posting some actual substance today, but it's just too fuckin much. I'd need a whole day. Which I don't have. Kinda. Later? Whatever, here ya go, some sweet pics of Riley.

( As If Heartaches Not Heartache Enough Anymore )

Alright, I did my job around the house so I've got a little time to update. Yes, at my parents house, I've been added to the chore list. Kind of. Well Heather was, and in her abscence (until she gets back to the Valley with Chuy) I'm doin what she's assigned. Today it was the kitchen. Lame-o Extreme-o. On to the elaborating:

Shopping with the parents- Throughout a rather painful and tedious 6 hours, we accomplished a fair amount of Christmas shopping (i didn't, no money). Well the last stop was Arrowhead Mall where my mom bought Riley the cutest x-mas eve pjs (its a family tradition), and a REALLY cute outfit for Glendale Glitters. And for me, she bought an early Christmas present, a pair of Macbeths. I finally have a pair of shoes again! Not that I don't love wearing flops, but ALL the time? I love em.
Drinking with Bert-Sunday night was pretty good. Started at Casey Jones with Dan Gwin and Josh, then picked up Ryan and met Trent at Cheers. I had too much to drink, and got overly angry with stupid shit concerning Morgen. Which leads me into...
Talking with Morgen-Yesterday she came over after putting Riley to bed. We hung out with the fam, played a game or two of Skip-Bo and Sequence, and then she had to get back. During said amount of time there was no hug, no kiss, no nothing. Which is fine, but it seemed like the whole time there was a hint of awkwardness. We went out to smoke, and against every thing in my head telling myself not to, I hugged and kissed her. And then we made out in her sisters Dodge. And I don't entirely know why I threw myself back into that. I'm not ready. I still need to think a good deal. I'd like shit to either return to normal (Would it really be though?) or at least civil for Rileys first christmas.

You know, for having left to get some thinking done, I realize thats the one thing I haven't done a whole lot of.
Or is that all I've been doing?