two days on the books. work again tomorrow. i wanted to post a whole lot more, but eh. here'r the pictures from the It's Like Love show/after party.

( Tell Me What It's Like To Be Miserable )

Ok, so I guess that's it. I'll do the after party tomorrow. I gotta get off the fuckin computer. I'm actually kinda tired.

i got a single silver bullet shot right through my heart, to prove i can survive without you.
can i?
my mind is racing a mile a minute. i'd blame it on not eating anything today (sans two chocolate chip cookies) but in reality i dont think thats it. blame it on adhd, but seriously, im shaking. a half hour before i leave work i wouldnt normally smoke a cigarette (i try to conserve), but i had to. i thought itd help. it didnt. speaking of which, a pack i got last night around 8ish is almost gone, thanks to the bumming out to cheech and durt. ugh. i've been a big fan of Rene Magritte since i did a project on him senior year, and now im thinking i'm going to get a tattoo inspired by his painting 'Cut-Glass Bath'. its of a giraffe standing in what looks like a wine glass. in part becasue i love his art, and in part because a lot of rileys stuff is giraffe related. i even painted him one at As You Wish back in february. Against Me! is a band i'm intersted in delving more into. what i've heard is really good. because its been on my mind all day, heres a list of cds (sans a track or so) that i cant stop listening to lately. all the way through:
.kanye west graduation sans 'Drunk and Hot Girls'
.the hush sound goodbye blues sans 'Intro'
.tegan and sara the con
.Modest Mouse we were dead before the ship even sank sans 'Steam Engenius'
i have honestly listened to those 4 cds over and over again these past few months. those, what i have of Royksopp (from the Geico commercial, yeah ha), and the thirty-three tracks of Alkaline Trio on the ipod. im not stuck in a musical rut or anything, i just cant get enough.
and hey, thank you. seriously. it made my morning.

ugh, making a mix cd seems to be a lot harder than it used to be. i have tonight off and tomorrow cheech and i are going to see durt in chandler. appearantly he lives like 2 streets away from tony. hm. no matter i have to drop morgen off at work at 8, get cheech, pay my first payment to GlendaleCityCourt in a long time, then head to chandler for durty memories haha. then thursday friday saturday=work. everyday of my life=an endless struggle to be content.

i made a wish but the match never lit

+cant get enough of that new format cd.

i am a goober.