So even though broken up, Morgen is nice enough to send me pictures of our son Riley randomly. He could literally be chopping someone up Saw-style and still be fuckin adorable. I'd intended on posting some actual substance today, but it's just too fuckin much. I'd need a whole day. Which I don't have. Kinda. Later? Whatever, here ya go, some sweet pics of Riley.

( As If Heartaches Not Heartache Enough Anymore )

I've gone a whole week without posting. I didn't mean to do that. Especially since there's so much to say. I'll get to it. Not sure I'm up for it today. But what I am posting, I stole from Trashlee. She called it secrets, but I don't really have a whole lot. These are things that'r kinda secret I guess. But if you know me, not really. Ugh, whatever, here they are.

( at the time we were just kids )

That was fun. Thanks Jersey. Weekend drama? Maybe some other time. My head is in this daze of being a clusterfuck inside a dust storm. I can't explain it.

two days on the books. work again tomorrow. i wanted to post a whole lot more, but eh. here'r the pictures from the It's Like Love show/after party.

( Tell Me What It's Like To Be Miserable )

Ok, so I guess that's it. I'll do the after party tomorrow. I gotta get off the fuckin computer. I'm actually kinda tired.

This is my son, Riley Thomas Collier.
And he's one badass mofo.
Yeah, you wish he were yours, ha.

(this picture is a year old, but proves the point. mhm)

oh the things i do for my sisters. drivin across town for a show. done.
seeing iron man afterwards. oh its happening. a beer or two? maybe. we'll see how the night plays out. but im so ready for this movie. mhm.

remember when we used to be happy?
remember how the days seemed to drag and we never seemed to mind?
remember thinking we were so young?
remember what its like to meet each day with optimism?
do you?
remember?

hey your the only thing i wouldnt change in this place
old job. old picture. he's still my best friend. i wouldnt have it any other way.

this is how i felt when i woke up and subsequently came to work.


but now. im revitalized. ready for the rest of my work day. and tonight. tonight....oh dear. i think im gonna have to make the best of it. and you know im gonna try.
this is how i feel now.

you and me we could never hide, too busy walking out of stride

i will always heart badly drawn boy


and i had an awesome alcohol free night

oh, dont leave home +this is me driving chachs car in chicago .i intend on traveling soon

i made a wish but the match never lit

+cant get enough of that new format cd.

i am a goober.

why does everyone wanna grow up so fast? i can't imagine trying to be an adult.


+if we are defined by the choices we make, what if we make no choice at all?

the step in my groove
im fast on my way to being where i always thought i'd be


+and it isnt dead

does anyone care?
-if i never get up again.
+i'm trying to understand
.but find it hard to grasp why it never gets easier

how'd i end up on the ground?












+this is in reference to my personal life

you make me somebody, nobody knows me, not even me. yeah its pretty official.